Heyy, I back posting(: Woots(:

Later going to grandma house, still need climb up the stairs to go to the room. So tired xD
But on top got air-con de worhs. Still can massage. What type of leisure is that? ahahah(:
Maybe, I really can forget the things happen around me lerhs.
Trying to forget gradually. Forgetting a person, isnt that simple.
It's like you're really having lots and lots of good time with him, but suddenly,
he's not at your side, wouldn't it be very weird? So, i must keep myself very very very ,
absolutely busy, & then , i will not be thinking of those kind of things that will affect me.
That was what I have already tot of. Maybe , it may took a few months, but,
after the few months, I may forget it. So, I dun mind if I took months to hurt myself.
Cos, it's really really very useful. Dun have much to write in my blog lerhhs.
Let me put on my thinking caps~ Yeah! uh-huh(: Tot of something(:


I really wish that I can just stab myself.
The feeling accumulate till I really cannot take it.
It's like the whole 12 year & 1/4 month,
there's like a bottle, which sealed all my feelings inside.
& now, I think i'll be empty-ing the bottle.
Refresh my memory, deleting my past.
But, i know, this wont happen.
Just my thinking. If only this can happen, wont that be great?
Human wont be living so pathetic when they remind of their bad past?

Tears started flowing down. But , I swear to myself that i'll be strong.
Not crying over now, but thinking of how should i correct it(:
that's the spirit:D feel so weird that meimei went to malaysia lerhs
never sms her. Like feel so uneasy. Hahah, meimei, faster come back.
Jiejie miss die you lerhs(: kay? Sms me when you get home. kay?(:


I really really wish that time can rewind & i'll nvr do that silly mistake anymore.
But, it wont happen anymore, not even thinking of it, cos all are no longer true.
the feelings, the promises, the moment, the outings, the staybacks, are all not true anymore.
Maybe time is the better cure for all sickness. & it's what i need now,
maybe i'll take a longer time forgetting those things, currently dont have the feeling.
Update next time(: Buhbyee(:



you're no longer the one i know,
you've changed, changed to a person whom I dunno.
Maybe we're not fated to be together.
Treasure the moments with her. Kay?
Stay happy forvever(:
I'll give you my blessings(: