Oh , i shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are .
But i can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart .
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before ,
cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore...


I luv this picture on top , it totally rocks(:
Kimberly , sweetheart , luvluv(:
Idk what kind of feeling it was , just somehow being attracted.
But , Idk this kind of feeling will last for how long .
Cos , I know that he won't be serious . Cos he's so shuai .
Of course , the attraction outside will be better than me.
Lots of chiohbuhhs outside , better than me , for him to chose .
Just somehow being attracted ? But maybe the feeling won't last long .
Cause the distance are apart , & we dint even say a single word to each other.
Maybe I'll just watch him from a far distance . & try to get rid of that feeling.
But , it takes time . & i'll jiayous . Seriously , I will try .
I'll try harder than ever , as no ones know this . Except for a few .
I guess this would be my deepest , darkest secret ever .

Kimberly , iloveyou , my sweetheart(:
Elaine , iloveyou, my chiohbuhh darling(:
JiaXuan, iloveyou , my darling (:
Yuki , iloveyou , my starshine(:
Luiyun , iloveyou , my secretssharer(: