on top de picture nice ?
Is me & my sweetheart take de worhs ! :D
Heehs , she's such a duachiohbuhh , right ?


heehs ,
today , went to jiaxuan's house to do art ,
& lots of love to luiyun for helping me to print ,
luvsluvs ! hahah , painkiller always , yeah ?

currently on the phone with kimberly ,
& she's luffing like hell ?
Lol , dont kill me when you see this , xD

At the same time , msning dearest luiyun ,
she's editing my pictures , woots !
Hahah , now we're having a more closer up ,
cos nowadays , i think i've left her out ...
paiseh uhh , really damn paiseh horhs ,

kay ,shall end here lerhs (:
I wanna find a time & go out with my friends ! (:

Someone asked me if i know you ,
i smiled & replied : I used to ...


Sorry , you've missed the chance ,
and dont expect me to return it to you ,

Ilovekimberly ! hahah (:
She's my forever ! heehs ,
(:

Oh , i shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are .
But i can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart .
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before ,
cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore...


I luv this picture on top , it totally rocks(:
Kimberly , sweetheart , luvluv(:
Idk what kind of feeling it was , just somehow being attracted.
But , Idk this kind of feeling will last for how long .
Cos , I know that he won't be serious . Cos he's so shuai .
Of course , the attraction outside will be better than me.
Lots of chiohbuhhs outside , better than me , for him to chose .
Just somehow being attracted ? But maybe the feeling won't last long .
Cause the distance are apart , & we dint even say a single word to each other.
Maybe I'll just watch him from a far distance . & try to get rid of that feeling.
But , it takes time . & i'll jiayous . Seriously , I will try .
I'll try harder than ever , as no ones know this . Except for a few .
I guess this would be my deepest , darkest secret ever .

Kimberly , iloveyou , my sweetheart(:
Elaine , iloveyou, my chiohbuhh darling(:
JiaXuan, iloveyou , my darling (:
Yuki , iloveyou , my starshine(:
Luiyun , iloveyou , my secretssharer(:

You are putting me in a difficult spot .
I feel like hating you , but i cant .
You're my mum , a mum that gave birth to me ,
I cant hate you , but you are really going too far .
If it's you that make me hate you , i'm sorry .
I cant do anything , but just hate you .

The things that I want to do , you dun allow ,
what you expect me to do ? Idk what to do .
If you think that who I am now is what you do ,
thn you might as well kill me . I cannot take it anymore.
Since you think that i owe you my life , kill me instead .
I may feel alot more better & thank you .
Maybe John can take over me , & you like him so much .
I had enuff , stop screaming at me , ordering me around
when you're in bad mood . You slapped me 2 slaps ,
Who are you to slap my face? Even if you're my mum ,
I'm not your PUNCHING BAG!

Can I please have my freedom back?
I'm giving you face to ask you if i can go out ,
if i'm not giving you face , I'll dash out of the house ,
w/o asking your permission . If i really cannot tahan you ,
i'll do it .



Kimberly : I'm sorry that my tears flowed down .
I really sorry . But i really cannot take it .
Luv kays ?