Yesterday, dunno like what happen.
Yuki want her dad to fetch me to kelvan house to give him the homework.
But for dunno what reason, after her father drove away, I felt like turning back.
I want to walk with yiting they all & i also want to be in the car, with yuki.
Both parties are my besties.
I really dunno what to do.
I am afraid that the history will replay & I will be the one suffering.
I know that it will be selfish of me to say this.
But, I dun wan myself to hurt neither of the parties.
Both of them accompany me through the dark,
they helped me to find the way out,
I really regretted it alot.
I know that it is too late.
But, for her sake, I must really work hard to compensate her the days when I first know her.
I swear, I will not ever ever lose her anymore.
I am willing to endure with the present & future.
I promise.
I will not let the person around me go anymore.
I will not.


Later going to see him alrd.
I dunno why, there is neither excitement in my heart nor wanting to see him.
Before that, it was actually feeling exciting & wanted to meet him,
but now, no.
Maybe......................